Those who may cross the water, hear that bell Which calls the maniacs each one from his cell To vespers.”—“ As much skill as need to pray In thanks or hope for their dark lot have they To their stern maker,” I replied. “Oho! You talk as in years past,” said Maddalo.
"Tis strange men change not. You were ever still
Among Christ's flock a perilous infidel,
A wolf for the meek lambs—if you can't swim Beware of Providence." I looked on him, But the gay smile had faded in his eye, “And such,”—he cried, “is our mortality, And this must be the emblem and the sign Of what should be eternal and divine !—— And like that black and dreary bell, the soul Hung in a heaven-illumined tower, must toll Our thoughts and our desires to meet below Round the rent heart and pray—as madmen do; For what? they know not, till the night of death As sunset that strange vision, severeth Our memory from itself, and us from all We sought and yet were baffled." I recall The sense of what he said, altho' I mar The force of his expressions. The broad star Of day meanwhile had sunk behind the hill, And the black bell became invisible,
And the red tower looked grey, and all between The churches, ships and palaces were seen Huddled in gloom :—into the purple sea The orange hues of heaven sunk silently. We hardly spoke, and soon the gondola Conveyed me to my lodging by the way.
The following morn was rainy, cold and dim, Ere Maddalo arose, I called on him, And whilst I waited with his child I played;
A lovelier toy sweet Nature never made,
A serious, subtle, wild, yet gentle being, Graceful without design and unforeseeing, With eyes-Oh speak not of her eyes !—which seem Twin mirrors of Italian Heaven, yet gleam With such deep meaning, as we never see But in the human countenance: with me She was a special favourite, I had nursed Her fine and feeble limbs when she came first To this bleak world; and she yet seemed to know On second sight her antient playfellow,
Less changed than she was by six months or so ; For after her first shyness was worn out
We sate there, rolling billiard balls about, When the Count entered-salutations past;
"The words you spoke last night might well have cast A darkness on my spirit-if man be
The passive thing you say, I should not see Much harm in the religions and old saws (Tho' I may never own such leaden laws) Which break a teachless nature to the yoke : Mine is another faith "—thus much I spoke And noting he replied not, added: “See This lovely child, blithe, innocent and free, She spends a happy time with little care While we to such sick thoughts subjected are As came on you last night—it is our will That thus enchains us to permitted ill- We might be otherwise--we might be all We dream of happy, high, majestical.
Where is the love, beauty and truth we seek But in our mind? and if we were not weak Should we be less in deed than in desire ?” "Aye, if we were not weak—and we aspire How vainly to be strong!" said Maddalo: “You talk Utopia." I then rejoined, “and those who try may find How strong the chains are which our spirit bind; Brittle perchance as straw . . . We are assured Much may be conquered, much may be endured Of what degrades and crushes us. We know That we have power over ourselves to do And suffer-what, we know not till we try; But something nobler than to live and die— So taught those kings of old philosophy Who reigned, before Religion made men blind; And those who suffer with their suffering kind Yet feel this faith, religion." "My dear friend." Said Maddalo, “my judgment will not bend To your opinion, tho' I think you might Make such a system refutation-tight As far as words go. I knew one ke you Who to this city came some months ago With whom I argued in this sort, and he is now gone mad.-and so he answered me. Poor feller! but if you would like to go We'll visit him, and his wild ak will show How vain are such aspiring thecries”. “I hope to prove the induction otherwise, And that a want of that true theers, still. Which seeks a soul of goodness in things il. Cr in himself or others has bus bowed His being there are some by acre proud.
Who patient in all else demand but this: To love and be beloved with gentleness; And being scorned, what wonder if they die Some living death? this is not destiny
But man's own wilful ill."
Servants announced the gondola, and we
Through the fast-falling rain and high-wrought sea Sailed to the island where the madhouse stands. We disembarked. The clap of tortured hands, Fierce yells and howlings and lamentings keen, And laughter where complaint had merrier been, Moans, shrieks, and curses, and blaspheming prayers Accosted us. We climbed the oozy stairs Into an old court yard.
I heard on high, Then, fragments of most touching melody, But looking up saw not the singer there—
Through the black bars in the tempestuous air I saw, like weeds on a wrecked palace growing, Long tangled locks flung wildly forth, and flowing, Of those who on a sudden were beguiled
Into strange silence, and looked forth and smiled Hearing sweet sounds. Then I: "Methinks there
A cure of these with patience and kind care,
If music can thus move Whom we seek here?"
but what is he "Of his sad history
I know but this," said Maddalo, "he came To Venice a dejected man, and fame
Said he was wealthy, or he had been so;
Some thought the loss of fortune wrought him
But he was ever talking in such sort As you do-far more sadly-he seemed hurt, Even as a man with his peculiar wrong, To hear but of the oppression of the strong, Or those absurd deceits (I think with you In some respects you know) which carry through The excellent impostors of this earth
When they outface detection-he had worth, Poor fellow! but a humourist in his way—___ "Alas, what drove him mad?" "I cannot say; A lady came with him from France, and when She left him and returned, he wandered then About yon lonely isles of desart sand
Til he grew wild-he had no cash or land Remaining, the police had brought him, here— Some fancy took him and he would not bear Removal; so I fitted up for him
Those rooms beside the sea. to please his whim, And sent him. busts and books and urns for flowers
Which had adorned his life ir. happier hours,
And instruments of music-you may guess
A stranger could do little more or less
For one so gentle and unfortunate,
And those are his sweet strains which charm the weight
From madmer's chains, and make this Hel. appear A hearer of sacred silence, hushed to hear."
Nav. this was kind of vou-he had no claim, As the world says"-"None but the very same Which I on all mankind were 1 as he
Faller to such deep reverse:his melody
I interrupted-now we hear the din
O: madmen, shriek or shriek again begir. ;
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