For if no ghost the promised visit paid, 66 But from another world that warning came, 'This was her last, for she described no more The rankling feelings of a mind so sore, Be it a ghost or not the lady saw 'If our discretion tells us how to live, We need no ghost a helping hand to give; He was the master-fiend, and where he reign'd But if discretion cannot us restrain, was hell." It then appears a ghost would come in vain.' BOOK XVII. THE WIDOW The morning Walk-Village Scenery-The | She look'd like one who could, in tender tone, Widow's dwelling-Her Story related-The Say, "Will you let a lady sigh alone? first Husband-His Indulgence-Its Consequence-Dies-The second-His Authority-Its Effects-His Death-A third Husband-Determinately indulgent-He dies also-The Widow's Retirement. RICHARD one morning-it was custom now Walk'd and conversed with labourers at the plough, With thrashers hastening to their daily task, And with the shepherd, watchful of his fold It led him far about to Wickham Green, Or in the bud or in the bloom appear; All flowers that now the gloomy days adorn See! Time has touch'd me gently in his race, Kept for its master- -Will you stand for What is her fortune we are left to guess, Poor she is not,-and there is that in her 'Harriet at school was very much the same As other misses, and so home she came, Like other ladies, there to live and learn, To wait her season, and to take her turn. 'Their husbands maids as priests their livings gain, The best, they find, are hardest to obtain ; 'But what is faultless in a world like this? In every station something seems amiss : The lady, married, found the house too small"Two shabby parlours, and that ugly hall! Had we a cottage somewhere, and could meet One's friends and favourites ir. one's snug retreat; Or only join a single room to these, The room was built,--and Harriet did not A prettier dwelling, either high or low; With her reluctant man, and to succeed; Who never gain'd the race, but yet would 'But there were times when love and pity gave Whatever thoughtless vanity could crave: 'A courteous maiden then was found to sit Her part it was to sit beside the dame, And give relief in every want that came; And bow in silence to the dumb rebuke. 'This supple being strove with all her skill saw That to each other they began to draw; 'She was a mother now, and grieved to find The nursery window caught the eastern wind; What could she do with fears like these oppress'd ? She built a room all window'd to the west; 'Such powers of reason, and of mind such She would be judged by Cousins-Was it strength, Fought with man's fear, and they prevail'd at length: 'Water was near them, and her mind afloat, The lady saw a cottage and a boat, And thought what sweet excursions they might make, How they might sail, what neighbours they might take, And nicely would she deck the lodge upon the lake. 'She now prevail'd by habit; had her will, Such sleepless nights! such broken rest! her frame Rack'd with diseases that she could not name! With pangs like hers no other was oppress'd!" Weeping, she said, and sigh'd herself to rest. "The suffering husband look'd the world around, And found her patient husband sad and And saw no friend: on him misfortune still: frown'd; Yet this displeased; she gain'd, indeed, the Him self-reproach tormented; sorely tried, prize, But not the pleasure of her victories; Was she a child to be indulged? He knew She would have right, but would have reason too. 'Now came the time, when in her husband's face Care, and concern, and caution she could trace; His troubled features gloom and sadness bore, Had much of sympathy, but no relief. 'She could no longer read, and therefore kept A girl to give her stories while she wept; Better for Lady Julia's woes to cry, Than have her own for ever in her eye: Her husband grieved, and o'er his spirits came Gloom, and disease attack'd his slender frame; He felt a loathing for the wretched state Of his concerns, so sad, so complicate; Grief and confusion seized him in the day, And the night pass'd in agony away: 666 My ruin comes!" was his awakening thought, And vainly through the day was comfort sought; 66 There, take my all!" he said, and in his dream Heard the door bolted, and his children As weak as wailing infancy or age, How could the widow with the world engage? Fortune not now the means of comfort gave, 666 Yet all her comforts Harriet wept to have. My helpless babes," she said, will nothing know," Yet not a single lesson could bestow; Her debts would overwhelm her, that was sure, But one privation would she not endure; "We shall want bread! the thing is past a doubt." "Then part with Cousins!"-"Can I do without?"—___ "Dismiss your servants!"-"Spare me them, I pray!". "At least your carriage !"—" What will people say ? "That useless boat, that folly on the lake!". "O! but what cry and scandal will it make!" It was so hard on her, who not a thing Had done such mischief on their heads to He saw entangled and perplexed affairs, And Time's sure hand at work on their repairs; Children he saw, but nothing could he see Why he might not their careful father be; And looking keenly round him, he believed That what was lost might quickly be retrieved. 'Now thought our clerk-"I must not mention love, That she at least must seem to disapprove; 666 I call'd on all our friends, and they declared My grateful thanks-take pity on my nerves; 666 And people's thinking is not worth a straw; She might on him and love like his rely: She needed none to form her children's mind, And hence enforced the measures he advised: The lady wonder'd at the sudden change, That yet was pleasant, that was very strange; When every deed by her desire was done, She had no day of comfort-no, not one; When nothing moved or stopp'd at her request, Her heart had comfort, and her temper rest; 'Born for her man, she gave a gentle sigh To her lost power, and grieved not to comply; Within, without, the face of things improved, And all in order and subjection moved. 'As wealth increased, ambition now began To swell the soul of the aspiring man; In some few years he thought to purchase land, And build a seat that Hope and Fancy plann'd ; To this a name his youthful bride should give! Harriet, of course, not many years would live ; Then he would farm, and every soil should show The tree that best upon the place would grow: He would, moreover, on the Bench debate On sundry questions-when a magistrate; Would talk of all that to the state belongs, The rich man's duties, and the poor man's wrongs; He would with favourites of the people rank, And him the weak and the oppress'd should thank. 'Tis true those children, orphans then! would need Help in a world of trouble to succeed! And they should have it-He should then possess All that man needs for earthly happiness. "Proud words, and vain!" said Doctor Young; and proud They are; and vain, were by our clerk allow'd; For, while he dream'd, there came both pain and cough, And fever never tamed, and bore him off; Young as he was, and planning schemes to live The widow's riches gave her much delight, And some her claims, and she resolved to write. ""He knew her grievous loss, how every care Devolved on her, who had indeed her share; She had no doubt of him,--but was as sure As that she breathed her money was secure ; But she had made a rash and idle vow To claim her dues, and she must keep it now: With more delight than man's success can So, if it suited give; Building a mansion in his fancy vast, Beyond the Gothic pride of ages past! While this was plann'd, but ere a place was sought, The timber season'd, or the quarry wrought, Came Death's dread summons, and the man was laid In the poor house the simple sexton made. 'But he had time for thought when he was ill, And made his lady an indulgent will: 'Tis said he gave, in parting, his advice, "It is sufficient to be married twice; To which she answer'd, as 'tis said, again, "There's none will have you if you're poor and plain, And if you're rich and handsome there is none Will take refusal-let the point alone." 'Be this or true or false, it is her praise She mourn'd correctly all the mourning days; But grieve she did not, for the canker grief Soils the complexion, and is beauty's thief; Nothing, indeed, so much will discompose Our public mourning as our private woes; When tender thoughts a widow's bosom probe, She thinks not then how graceful sits the robe; But our nice widow look'd to every fold, 'Some months were pass'd, but yet there Of the full time when widows wives may be; One trying year, and then the mind is freed, And man may to the vacant throne succeed. 'There was a tenant-he, to wit, who hired That cot and lake, that were so much admired; A man of spirit, one who doubtless meant, Though he delay'd awhile, to pay his rent; And for this there came A civil answer to the gentle dame : Perch that were wish'd to salmon for her sake, And compliment as sweet as new-born hope could make. 'This led to friendly visits, social calls, And much discourse of races, rambles, balls; But all in proper bounds, and not a word Before its time,-the man was not absurd, Nor was he cold; but when she might expect, A letter came, and one to this effect. "That if his eyes had not his love convey'd, They had their master shamefully betray'd; But she must know the flame, that he was sure, Nor she could doubt, would long as life endure: Both were in widow'd state, and both possess'd That his was pure, disinterested love; |