""Old man," 'tis answer'd, "take thyself When, looking fondly, he would smile and cry, to prayer! Be clean, be sober, to thy priest apply, And-dead to all around thee-learn to die!" 'Now had I rest from life's strong hopes and fears, And no disturbance mark'd the flying years; So on in quiet might those years have past, But for a light adventure, and a last. A handsome boy, from school-day bondage free, Came with mamma to gaze upon the sea; There was much sweetness in his boyish smile, He spoke of pleasures souls like his enjoy, 'When thus I heard the handsome stripling speak, I smiled assent, and thought to pat his cheek; But when I saw the feelings blushing there, Signs of emotions strong, they said-forbear! 'The youth would speak of his intent to live On that estate which heaven was pleased to give, There with the partner of his joys to dwell, And nurse the virtues that he loved so well; The humble good of happy swains to share, And from the cottage drive distress and care; By boyish love, that woman's pride refused? This I acknowledge, and from day to day Resolved no longer at such game to play; Yet I forbore, though to my purpose true, And firmly fix'd to bid the youth adieu. "There was a moonlight eve, serenely cool, When the vast ocean seem'd a mighty pool; Save the small rippling waves that gently beat, We scarcely heard them falling, at our feet: The arm, fast lock'd in mine, his fear betray'd, speak, And studying words, at last had words to seek, 'Silent the boy, by silence more betray'd, And feeling lest he should appear afraid, But why that posture? What the woes to And lo! your aged, feeble, wailing wife; To feel for others' sorrows is humane, That I may know the sufferer and his woes, Since they themselves as well as us deceive, 666 ""O! what is this?" exclaim'd the dubious boy, "Words that confuse the being they destroy? So have I read the gods to madness drive The man condemn'd with adverse fate to strive; Displeased, displeasing, discontented, blamed; Will feel thy spirit fled, thy bosom cold; And one will gladly hear my Rupert plead." O! make thy victim though by misery sure, use prayer, Of all that learning which the schools pro- With looks of sadness first, and then despair But come, your arm-no trembling, but At the last effort, from a slight contempt. attend To sober truth, and a maternal friend. ""You ask for pity?"-"O! indeed I do." "Well then, you have it, and assistance too: Suppose us married!"-" O! the heavenly thought!" "Nay-nay, my friend, be you by wisdom taught; For wisdom tells you, love would soon subside, Fall, and make room for penitence and pride; Then would you meet the public eye, and blame Your private taste, and be o'erwhelm'd with shame : ; 'Did his distress, his pains, your joy ex No; cite ? but I fear'd his perseverance might. To hear the handsome stripling's earnest Was there no fear that while my words The eager youth, I might myself be moved? 'Seek you th' event?-I scarcely need reply, We lived awhile in friendship, and with joy He talk'd of war and taxes, trade and farms, And thought no more of me, or of my charms. 'We spoke; and when, alluding to the past, Something of meaning in my look I cast, He, who could never thought or wish disguise, Look'd in my face with trouble and surprise; To kill reserve, I seized his arm, and cried, "Know me, my lord!" when laughing, he replied, Wonder'd again, and look'd upon my face, My will is govern'd, and my mind is fed; BOOK XII. SIR OWEN DALE My friend, perhaps, is sway'd, by hope or fear, The Rector at the Hall-Why absent-He | Once more I guess: th' election now is near; relates the Story of Sir Owen-His Marriage -Death of his Lady-His Mind acquires new Energy-His passions awake-His Taste and Sensibility-Admires a LadyCamilla-Her Purpose-Sir Owen's Disappointment—His Spirit of Revenge-How gratified-The Dilemma of Love-An example of Forgiveness-Its Effect. 'More private duty call'd me hence, to pay My friends respect on a rejoicing day,' Replied the rector: there is born a son, Pride of an ancient race, who pray'd for one, And long desponded. Would you hear the tale AGAIN the Brothers saw their friend the Ask, and 'tis granted-of Sir Owen Dale ?? priest, Who shared the comforts he so much in creased; Absent of late-and thus the squire address'd, With welcome smile, his ancient friend and guest. 'What has detain'd thee? some parochial case? Some man's desertion, or some maid's dis- Or wert thou call'd, as parish priest, to give And shrank in terror from the prospect Or hast thou heard some dying wretch deplore, To ease the dying sinner of alarm: Or take, kind soul! whatever could be had? 'Grant,' said the Brothers, 'for we humbly ask; Ours be the gratitude, and thine the task : 'Something we heard of vengeance, who Like an infernal spirit, him who call'd; ease. Is it not so? For do not men delight- Men beyond common strength, of giant size, arm The wicked power to do the greater harm: 'Sir Owen Dale his fortieth year had seen, With temper placid, and with mind serene; Rich; early married to an easy wife, They led in comfort a domestic life: He took of his affairs a prudent care, And was by early habit led to spare; Not as a miser, but in pure good taste, That scorn'd the idle wantonness of waste. 'In fact, the lessons he from prudence took Were written in his mind, as in a book: There what to do he read, and what to shun; And all commanded was with promptness done; He seem'd without a passion to proceed, Or one whose passions no correction need; Yet some believed those passions only slept, And were in bounds by early habits kept: Curb'd as they were by fetters worn so long, There were who judged them a rebellious throng. 'To these he stood, not as a hero true, Who fought his foes, and in the combat slew, But one who all those foes, when sleeping, found, And, unresisted, at his pleasure bound. 'We thought-for I was one-that we espied Some indications strong of dormant pride; It was his wish in peace with all to live; And he could pardon, but could not forgive: Nay, there were times when stern defiance shook The moral man, and threaten'd in his look. 'Should these fierce passions-so we reason'd -break Their long-worn chain, what ravage will they make! In vain will prudence then contend with pride, And reason vainly bid revenge subside; Anger will not to meek persuasion bend, Nor to the pleas of hope or fear attend: What curb shall, then, in their disorder'd race, Check the wild passions? what the calm replace ? Virtue shall strive in vain; and has he help in grace? 'While yet the wife with pure discretion ruled, The man was guided, and the mind was school'd; But then that mind unaided ran to waste: He had some learning, but he wanted taste: Placid, not pleased-contented, not employ'd, He neither time improved, nor life enjoy'd. "That wife expired, and great the loss sus tain❜d, Though much distress he neither felt nor feign'd; He loved not warmly; but the sudden stroke Deeply and strongly on his habits broke. 'He had no child to soothe him, and his farm, His sports, his speculations, lost their charm ; Then would he read and travel, would fre quent Life's busy scenes, and forth Sir Owen went : The mind, that now was free, unfix'd, uncheck'd, Read and observed with wonderful effect; And still the more he gain'd, the more he long'd To pay that mind his negligence had wrong'd; He felt his pleasures rise as he improved; And, first enduring, then the labour loved. 'But, by the light let in, Sir Owen found Some of those passions had their chain unbound; As from a trance they rose to act their part, He grew polite without a fix'd intent, 'Restore him twenty years,-restore him ten, And bright had been his earthly prospect then; But much refinement, when it late arrives, May be the grace, not comfort, of our lives. Now had Sir Owen feeling; things of late She saw his hopes that she would kindly show Indifferent, he began to love or hate; Proofs of her passion-then she his should What once could neither good nor ill impart know. Now pleased the senses, and now touch'd the heart; 666 ""So, when my heart is bleeding in his sight, His love acknowledged will the pains requite; Prospects and pictures struck th' awaken'd It is, when conquer'd, he the heart regards; sight, And each new object gave a new delight. But a wing'd being, pleased and form'd to soar. 'Now, said his friends, while thus his views improve, And his mind softens, what if he should love? Forty and five his years, and then to sigh 'Younger by twenty years, Camilla found Her face unrivall'd when she smiled or frown'd: Of all approved; in manner, form, and air, read; She loved to please; but, like her dangerous sex, To please the more whom she design'd to vex. "This heard Sir Owen, and he saw it true; It promised pleasure, promised danger too; But this he knew not then, or slighted if he knew. 'Yet he delay'd, and would by trials prove That he was safe; would see the signs of love; Would not address her while a fear remain'd; But win his way, assured of what he gain'd. 'This saw the lady, not displeased to find A man at once so cautious and so blind : Well, good Sir Owen ! let us play our cards." 'He spake her praise in terms that love affords, By words select, and looks surpassing words: The ill you cause, when thus in praise you deal; For surely he is more than man, or less, When praised by lips that he would die to press, And yet his senses undisturbed can keep, 'Not so Sir Owen; him Camilla praised, And lofty hopes and strong emotions raised; This had alone the strength of man subdued; But this enchantress various arts pursued. Let others pray for music-others pray'd In vain :-Sir Owen ask'd, and was obey'd; Let others, walking, sue that arm to take, Unmoved she kept it for Sir Owen's sake; Each small request she granted, and though small, He thought them pledges of her granting all. 'And now the lover, casting doubt aside, Urged the fond suit that could not be denied ; Joy more than reverence moved him when he said, "Now banish all my fears, angelic maid! And as she paused for words, he gaily cried, "I must not, cannot, will not be denied." 'Ah! good Sir Owen, think not favours, such As artful maids allow, amount to much; The sweet, small, poison'd baits, that take the eye And win the soul of all who venture nigh. 'Camilla listen'd, paused, and look'd surprise, Fair witch! exulting in her witcheries! She turn'd aside her face, withdrew her hand, And softly said, "Sir, let me understand." "Nay, my dear lady! what can words explain, If all my looks and actions plead in vain ? |