His course intended; else how had the world Inhabited, though sinless, more than now, Avoided pinching cold and scorching heat?
These changes in the Heav'ns, though slow, produc'd Like change on sea and land, sideral, blast, Vapour, and mist, and exhalation hot, Corrupt and pestilent: now from the north Of Norumbega, and the Samoed shore, Bursting their brazen dungeon, arm'd with ice And snow and hail and stormy gust and flaw,... Boreas and Cæcias and Argestes loud
And Thrascias rend the woods and seas upturn; With adverse blast upturns them from the south Notus and Afer black with thund'rous clouds From Serraliona; thwart of these as fierce Forth rush the Levant and the Ponent winds Eurus and Zephyr with their lateral noise, Sirrocco, and Libecchio. Thus began Outrage from lifeless things; but Discord, first Daughter of Sin, among the irrational, Death introduc'd through fierce antipathy:
Beast now with beast 'gan war, and fowl with fowl, And fish with fish; to graze the herb all leaving, Devour'd'each other; nor stood much in awe Of man, but fled him, or with count'nance grim Glar'd on him passing. These were from without The growing miseries which Adam saw
Already' in part, though hid in gloomliest shade To sorrow' abandon'd, but worse felt within, And in a troubled sea of passion tost,
Thus to disburden sought with sad complaint: O miserable of happy! is this the end Of this new glorious world, and me so late The glory of that glory, who now become Accurs'd of blessed, hide me from the face Of God, whom to behold was then my heighth Of happiness! yet well, if here would end The misery; I deserv'd it, and would bear My own deservings; but this will not serve; All that I eat or drink, or shall beget, Is propagated curse. O voice once heard Delightfully, Increase and multiply,
Now death to hear! for what can I increase Or multiply, but curses on my head? Who of all ages to succeed, but feeling The evil on him brought by me, will curse My head? Ill fare our ancestor impure,
For this we may thank Adain; but his thanks Shall be the execration; so besides
Mine cwn that bide upon me, all from me Shall with a fierce reflux on me redound, On me as on their natural centre light Heavy, though in their place. O fleeting joys Of Paradise, dear bought with lasting woes! Did I request thee, Maker, from my clay To mould me man, did I solicit thee From darkness to promote me, or here place In this delicious garden? As my will Concurr'd not to my be'ing, it were but right And equal to reduce me to my dust, '
Desirous to resign and render back All I receiv'd, unable to perform:
Thy terms too hard, by which I was to hold The good I sought not. To the loss of that, Sufficient penalty, why hast thou added The sense of endless woes? inexplicable Thy justice seems; yet to say truth, too late I thus contest; then should have been refus'd Those terms whatever,, when they were propos'd: Thou didst accept them: wilt thou enjoy the good, Then cavil the conditions? and though God Made thee without thy leave; what if thy son Prove disobedient, and reprov'd, retort, Wherefore didst thou beget me? I sought it not: Wouldst thou admit for his contempt of thee That proud excuse? yet him not thy election, But natural necessity begot.
God made thee' of choice his own, and of his own To serve him; thy reward was of his grace, Thy punishment then justly' is at his will. Be' it so, for I submit; his doom is fair, That dust I am, and shall to duster turn: O welcome hour whenever! why delays His hand to execute what his decree Fix'd on this day? why do I overlive,
Why am I mock'd with death, and lengthen'd out To deathless pain? how gladly would I meet Mortality my sentence, and be earth
Insensible, how glad would lay me down As in my mother's lap? there I should rest
And sleep secure; his dreadful voice no more Would thunder in my ears, no fear of worse To me and to my offspring would torment me With cruel expectation. Yet one doubt Pursues me still, lest all I cannot die, Lest that pure breath of life, the spirit of man Which God inspir'd, cannot together perish With this corporeal clod; then in the grave, Or in some other dismal place, who knows But I shall die a living death? O thought Horrid, if true! yet why? it was but breath Of life that sinn'd; what dies but what had life 790 And sin? the body properly hath neither. All of me then shall die: let this appease The doubt, since human reach no further knows. For though the Lord of all be infinite,
Is his wrath also? be it, man is not so,
But mortal doom'd. How can he exercise
Wrath without end on man whom death must end? Can he make deathless death? that were to make Strange contradiction, which to God himself Impossible is held, as argument
Of weakness, not of power. Will he draw out, For anger's sake, finite to infinite
In punish'd man, to satisfy his rigour Satisfy'd never? that were to extend
His sentence beyond dust and Nature's law, By which all causes else according still To the reception of their matter act,
Not to th' extent of their own sphere. But say
That death be not one stroke, as I suppos'd, Bereaving sense, but endless misery From this day onward, which I feel begun Both in me, and without me, and so last To perpetuity; Ay me, that fear
Comes thund'ring back with dreadful revolution On my defenceless head; both death and I Am found eternal, and incorporate both, Nor I in my part single, in me all Posterity stands curs'd: fair patrimony That I must leave ye, Sons; O were I able To waste it all myself, and leave ye none! So disinherited how would you bless
Me now your curse! Ah, why should all mankind For one man's fault thus guiltless be condemn'd, If guiltless? but from me what can proceed, But all corrupt, both mind and will deprav'd, Not to do only, but to will the same
With me? how can they then acquitted stand In sight of God? him after all disputes
Forc'd I absolve: all my evasions vain,
And reasonings, though through mazes, lead me still
But to my own conviction: first and last
On me, me only, as the source and spring Of all corruption, all the blame lights due;
So might the wrath. Fond wish! couldst thou support That burden heavier than the earth to bear, Than all the world much heavier, though divided With that bad woman? thus what thou desir'st And what thou fear'st, alike destroys all hope
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