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ness of the language in which she had spoken | has been following me, and annoying me, all to him. the way from the town."

Miss Gwilt's eyes measured him contemptuously from head to foot. He was a weakly, undersized man. She was the taller and (quite possibly) the stronger of the two.

"Take your hat off, you blackguard, when you speak to a lady," she said, and tossed his hat in an instant across a ditch by which they were standing into a pool on the other side.

This time the spy was on his guard. He knew as well as Miss Gwilt knew the use which might be made of the precious minutes if he turned his back on her and crossed the ditch to recover his hat. "It's well for you you're a woman," he said, standing scowling at her bareheaded in the fast-darkening light.

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Midwinter stopped, and looked at her. "Strange things have happened since you left us," she went on. "I have been forced to give up my situation, and I am followed and watched by a paid spy. Don't ask who forced me out of my situation, and who pays the spy-at least not just yet. I can't make up my mind to tell Miss Gwilt glanced sidelong down the onward you till I am a little more composed. Let the vista of the road, and saw, through the gather-wretch go. Do you mind seeing me safe back ing obscurity, the solitary figure of a man rapid- to my lodging? It's in your way home. May ly advancing toward her. Some women would I-may I ask for the support of your arm? have noticed the approach of a stranger at that My little stock of courage is quite exhausted." hour and in that lonely place with a certain She took his arm and clung close to it. The anxiety. Miss Gwilt was too confident in her woman who had tyrannized over Mr. Bashwood own powers of persuasion not to count on the was gone, and the woman who had tossed the man's assistance beforehand, whoever he might spy's hat into the pool was gone. A timid, be, because he was a man. She looked back at shrinking, interesting creature filled the fair skin, the spy with redoubled confidence in herself, and trembled on the symmetrical limbs of Miss and measured him contemptuously from head Gwilt. She put her handkerchief to her eyes. to foot for the second time. "They say necessity has no law," she murmured, faintly. "I am treating you like an old friend. God knows I want one!"

"I wonder whether I'm strong enough to throw you after your hat?" she said. "I'll take a turn and consider it."

They went on toward the town. She recov

She sauntered on a few steps toward the fig-ered herself with a touching fortitude-she put ure advancing along the road.

The spy followed her close. "Try it," he said, brutally. "You're a fine woman-you're welcome to put your arms round me if you like." As the words escaped him he too saw the stranger for the first time. He drew back a step and waited. Miss Gwilt, on her side, advanced a step and waited too.

The stranger came on, with the lithe light step of a practiced walker, swinging a stick in his hand, and carrying a knapsack on his shoulders. A few paces nearer and his face became visible. He was a dark man; his black hair was powdered with dust, and his black eyes were looking steadfastly forward along the road before him.

Miss Gwilt advanced with the first signs of agitation she had shown yet. "Is it possible?" she said, softly. "Can it really be you!"

It was Midwinter, on his way back to ThorpeAmbrose, after his fortnight among the Yorkshire moors.

He stopped and looked at her, in breathless surprise. The image of the woman had been in his thoughts at the moment when the woman herself spoke to him. "Miss Gwilt!" he exclaimed, and mechanically held out his hand.

her handkerchief bak in her pocket, and persisted in turning the conversation on Midwinter's walking tour. "It is bad enough to be a burden on you," she said, gently pressing on his arm as she spoke. "I mustn't distress you as well. Tell me where you have been, and what you have seen. Interest me in your jour

ney; help me to escape from myself."

They reached the modest little lodging, in the miserable little suburb. Miss Gwilt sighed, and removed her glove before she took Midwinter's hand. "I have taken refuge here," she said, simply. "It is clean and quiet-I am too poor to want or expect more. We must say goodby, I suppose, unless-” she hesitated modestly, and satisfied herself by a quick look round that they were unobserved-" unless you would like to come in and rest a little? I feel so gratefully toward you, Mr. Midwinter! Is there any harm, do you think, in my offering you a cup of tea?"

The magnetic influence of her touch was thrilling through him while she spoke. Change and absence, to which he had trusted to weaken her hold on him, had treacherously strengthened it instead. A man exceptionally sensitive, a man exceptionally pure in his past life, he stood hand in hand in the tempting secrecy of the night, with the first woman who had exercised over him the all-absorbing influence of her sex. At his age and in his position who could have He left her? The man (with a man's tempera

She took it, and pressed it gently. "I should have been glad to see you at any time," she said. "You don't know how glad I am to see you now. May I trouble you to speak to that man?

ment) doesn't live who could have left her. Midwinter went in.

A stupid, sleepy lad opened the house-door. Even he, being a male creature, brightened under the influence of Miss Gwilt. "The urn, John," she said, kindly, "and another cup and saucer. I'll borrow your candle to light my candles up stairs—and then I won't trouble you any more to-night." John was wakeful and active in an instant. "No trouble, miss," he said, with awkward civility. Miss Gwilt took his candle with a smile. “How good people are to me!" she whispered, innocently, to Midwinter, as she led the way up stairs to the little drawing-room on the first-floor.

She lit the candles, and, turning quickly on her guest, stopped him at the first attempt he made to remove the knapsack from his shoulders. "No," she said, gently. "In the good old times there were occasions when the ladies unarmed their knights. I claim the privilege of unarming my knight." Her dextrous fingers intercepted his at the straps and buckles; and she had the dusty knapsack off before he could protest against her touching it.

room.

Midwinter struggled against the fascination of looking at her and listening to her. "I am very anxious to hear what has happened since I have been away," he said. "But I am still more anxious, Miss Gwilt, not to distress you by speaking of a painful subject.”

She looked at him gratefully. "It is for your sake that I have avoided the painful subject," she said, toying with her spoon among the dregs in her empty cup. "But you will hear about it from others if you don't hear about it from me; and you ought to know why you found me in that strange situation, and why you see me here. Pray remember one thing to begin with. I don't blame your friend Mr. Armadale -I blame the people whose instrument he is."

Midwinter started. "Is it possible," he began, "that Allan can be in any way answerable-?" He stopped, and looked at Miss Gwilt in silent astonishment.

She gently laid her hand on his. "Don't be angry with me for only telling the truth," she said. "Your friend is answerable for every thing that has happened to me-innocently answerable, Mr. Midwinter, I firmly believe. We are both victims. He is the victim of his position as the richest single man in the neighborhood; and I am the victim of Miss Milroy's determination to marry him."

"Miss Milroy?" repeated Midwinter, more and more astonished. Why? Allan himself

told me-" He stopped again.

"He told you that I was the object of his admiration? Poor fellow, he admires every body

Gwilt, smiling indicatively into the hollow of her cup. She dropped the spoon, sighed, and became serious again. "I am guilty of the vanity of having let him admire me," she went on, penitently, "without the excuse of being able, on my side, to reciprocate even the passing interest that he felt in me. I don't undervalue his many admirable qualities, or the excellent position he can offer to his wife. But a woman's heart is not to be commanded-no, Mr. Midwinter, not even by the fortunate master of Thorpe-Ambrose who commands every thing else."

They sat down at the one little table in the It was very poorly furnished-but there was something of the dainty neatness of the woman who inhabited it in the arrangement of the few poor ornaments on the chimney-piece, in the one or two prettily-bound volumes on the chiffonier, in the flowers on the table, and the modest little work-basket in the window. "Women are not all coquettes," she said, as she took off her bonnet and mantilla, and laid them care-his head is almost as empty as this," said Miss fully on a chair. "I won't go into my room, and look in my glass, and make myself smart: you shall take me just as I am." Her hands moved about among the tea-things with a smooth, noiseless activity. Her magnificent hair flashed crimson in the candle-light, as she turned her head hither and thither, searching, with an easy grace, for the things she wanted in the tray. Exercise had heightened the brilliancy of her complexion, and had quickened the rapid alternations of expression in her eyes-the delicious languor that stole over them when she was listening or thinking, the bright intelligence that flashed from them softly when she spoke. In the lightest word she said, in the least thing she did, there was something that gently solicited the heart of the man who sat with her. Perfectly modest in her manner, possessed to perfection of the graceful restraints and refinements of a lady, she had all the allurements that feast the eye, all the siren-invitations that seduce the sense-a subtle suggestiveness in her silence, and a sexual sorcery in her smile.

"Should I be wrong," she asked, suddenly suspending the conversation which she had thus far persistently restricted to the subject of Midwinter's walking tour, "if I guessed that you have something on your mind-something which neither my tea nor my talk can charm away? Are men as curious as women? Is the something-Me?"

She looked him full in the face as she uttered that magnanimous sentiment. His eyes dropped before hers, and his dark color deepened. He had felt his heart leap in him at the declaration of her indifference to Allan. For the first time since they had known each other his interests now stood self-revealed before him as openly adverse to the interests of his friend.

"I have been guilty of the vanity of letting Mr. Armadale admire me, and I have suffered for it," resumed Miss Gwilt. "If there had been any confidence between my pupil and me, I might have easily satisfied her that she might become Mrs. Armadale-if she could-without having any rivalry to fear on my part. But Miss Milroy disliked and distrusted me from the first. She took her own jealous view, no doubt, of Mr. Armadale's thoughtless attentions to me.

It was her interest to destroy the position, such
as it was, that I held in his estimation; and it
is quite likely her mother assisted her. Mrs.
Milroy had her motive also (which I am really
ashamed to mention) for wishing to drive me
out of the house. Any how, the conspiracy has
succeeded. I have been forced (with Mr. Arma-ing at her or from speaking to her again.
dale's help) to leave the major's service. Don't
be angry, Mr. Midwinter! don't form a hasty
opinion! I dare say Miss Milroy has some good
qualities, though I have not found them out;
and I assure you again and again that I don't
blame Mr. Armadale-I only blame the people
whose instrument he is."

she thought. "I wonder whether there was a
time once when I might have loved him?”

The silence between them remained unbroken for some minutes. He had felt her appeal to his consideration as she had never expected or intended him to feel it-he shrank from look

How can he

"How is he their instrument? be the instrument of any enemy of yours?" asked Midwinter. "Pray excuse my anxiety, Miss Gwilt-Allan's good name is as dear to me as my own!"

Miss Gwilt's eyes turned full on him again, and Miss Gwilt's heart abandoned itself innocently to an outburst of enthusiasm. "How I admire your earnestness!" she said. "How I like your anxiety for your friend! Oh, if women could only form such friendships! Oh, you happy, happy men!" Her voice faltered, and her convenient tea-cup absorbed her for the third time. "I would give all the little beauty I possess," she said, "if I could only find such a friend as Mr. Armadale has found in you. I never shall, Mr. Midwinter, I never shall. Let us go back to what we were talking about. I can only tell you how your friend is concerned in my misfortunes, by telling you something first about myself. I am like many other governesses; I am the victim of sad domestic circumstances. It may be weak of me, but I have a horror of alluding to them among strangers. My silence about my family and my friends exposes me to misinterpretation in my dependent position. Does it do me any harm, Mr. Midwinter, in your estimation ?"

"God forbid!" said Midwinter, fervently. "There is no man living," he went on, thinking of his own family story, "who has better reason to understand and respect your silence than I have."

Miss Gwilt seized his hand impulsively. "Oh," she said, "I knew it, the first moment I saw you! I knew that you, too, had suffered, that you too had sorrows which you kept sacred! Strange, strange sympathy! I believe in mesmerism-do you?" She suddenly recollected herself and shuddered. "Oh, what have I done? what must you think of me?" she exclaimed, as he yielded to the magnetic fascination of her touch, and forgetting every thing but the hand that lay warm in his own, bent over it and kissed it. "Spare me!" she said, faintly, as she felt the burning touch of his lips. "I am so friendless, I am so completely at your mercy!"

He turned away from her, and hid his face in his hands he was trembling, and she saw it. She looked at him, while his face was hidden from her she looked at him with a furtive interest and surprise. "How that man loves me!"

"Shall I go on with my story?" she asked. "Shall we forget and forgive on both sides ?" A woman's inveterate indulgence for every expression of a man's admiration which keeps within the limits of a personal respect curved her lips gently into a charming smile. She looked down meditatively at her dress, and brushed a crumb off her lap with a little fluttering sigh. "I was telling you," she went on, "of my reluctance to speak to strangers of my sad family story. It was in that way, as I afterward found out, that I laid myself open to Miss Milroy's malice and Miss Milroy's suspicion. Private inquiries about me were addressed to the lady who was my reference-at Miss Milroy's suggestion, in the first instance, I have no doubt. I am sorry to say this is not the worst of it. By some underhand means of which I am quite ignorant, Mr. Armadale's simplicity was imposed on-and when application was made secretly to my reference in London, it was made, Mr. Midwinter, through your friend."

Midwinter suddenly rose from his chair and looked at her. The fascination that she exercised over him, powerful as it was, became a suspended influence now that the plain disclosure came plainly at last from her lips. He looked at her, and sat down again like a man bewildered, without uttering a word.

"Remember how weak he is," pleaded Miss Gwilt, gently, "and make allowances for him as I do. The trifling accident of his failing to find my reference at the address given him seems, I can't imagine why, to have excited Mr. Armadale's suspicion. At any rate he remained in London. What he did there it is impossible for me to say. I was quite in the dark; I knew nothing; I distrusted nobody; I was as happy in my little round of duties as I could be with a pupil whose affections I had failed to winwhen, one morning, to my indescribable astonishment, Major Milroy showed me a correspondence between Mr. Armadale and himself. He spoke to me in his wife's presence. Poor creature, I make no complaint of her-such affliction as she suffers excuses every thing. I wish I could give you some idea of the letters between Major Milroy and Mr. Armadale-but my head is only a woman's head, and I was so confused and distressed at the time! All I can tell you is, that Mr. Armadale chose to preserve silence about his proceedings in London under circumstances which made that silence a reflection on my character. The major was most kind; his confidence in me remained unshaken-but could his confidence protect me against his wife's prejudice and his daughter's ill-will? Oh the hardness of women to each other! Oh the humiliation if men only knew some of us as we really

are! What could I do? I couldn't defend my- | self against mere imputations; and I couldn't remain in my situation after a slur had been cast on me. My pride (Heaven help me, I was brought up like a gentlewoman, and I have sensibilities that are not blunted even yet!)—my pride got the better of me, and I left my place. Don't let it distress you, Mr. Midwinter! There's a bright side to the picture. The ladies in the neighborhood have overwhelmed me with kindness; I have the prospect of getting pupils to teach; I am spared the mortification of going back to be a burden on my friends. The only complaint I have to make is, I think, a just one. Mr. Armadale has been back at Thorpe-Ambrose for some days. I have entreated him, by letter, to grant me an interview; to tell me what dreadful suspicions he has of me, and to let me set myself right in his estimation. Would you believe it? he has declined to see me-under the influence of others; not of his own free-will, I am sure! Cruel, isn't it? But he has even used me more cruelly still-he persists in suspecting me-it is he who is having me watched. Oh, Mr. Midwinter, don't hate me for telling you what you must know! The man you found persecuting me and frightening me to-night was only earning his money, after all, as Mr. Armadale's spy."

Once more Midwinter started to his feet; and this time the thoughts that were in him found their way into words.

"I can't believe it; I won't believe it!" he exclaimed, indignantly. "If the man told you that the man lied. I beg your pardon, Miss Gwilt; I beg your pardon from the bottom of my heart. Don't, pray don't think I doubt you; I only say there is some dreadful mistake. I am not sure that I understand as I ought all that you have told me. But this last infamous meanness of which you think Allan guilty, I do understand. I swear to you he is incapable of it! Some scoundrel has been taking advantage of him; some scoundrel has been using his name. I'll prove it to you if you will only give me time. Let me go and clear it up at once. I can't rest; I can't bear to think of it; I can't even enjoy the pleasure of being here. Oh," he burst out, desperately, "I'm sure you feel for me after what you have said-I feel so for you!"

He stopped in confusion. Miss Gwilt's eyes were looking at him again; and Miss Gwilt's hand had found its way once more into his

own.

"You are the most generous of living men," she said, softly; "I will believe what you tell me to believe. Go," she added, in a whisper, suddenly releasing his hand and turning away from him. "For both our sakes, go!"

His heart beat fast; he looked at her as she dropped into a chair and put her handkerchief to her eyes. For one moment he hesitated-the next he snatched up his knapsack from the floor, and left her precipitately without a backward look or a parting word.

She rose when the door closed on him. A change came over her the instant she was alone. The color faded out of her cheeks; the beauty died out of her eyes; her face hardened horribly with a silent despair. "It's even baser work than I bargained for," she said, "to deceive him.” After pacing to and fro in the room for some minutes, she stopped wearily before the glass over the fire-place. "You strange creature!" she murmured, leaning her elbows on the mantle-piece, and languidly addressing the reflection of herself in the glass. "Have you got any conscience left? And has that man roused it?”

The reflection of her face changed slowly. The color returned to her cheeks, the delicious languor began to suffuse her eyes again. Her lips parted gently, and her quickening breath began to dim the surface of the glass. She drew back from it, after a moment's absorption in her own thoughts, with a start of terror. "What am I doing?" she asked herself in a sudden panic of astonishment. "Am I mad enough to be thinking of him in that way?"

She burst into a mocking laugh, and opened her desk on the table recklessly with a bang. "It's high time I had some talk with mother Jezebel," she said, and sat down to write to Mrs. Oldershaw.

He

"I have met with Mr. Midwinter," she began, "under very lucky circumstances; and I have made the most of my opportunity. has just left me for his friend Armadale; and one of two good things will happen to-morrow. If they don't quarrel, the doors of Thorpe-Ambrose will be open to me again at Mr. Midwinter's intercession. If they do quarrel, I shall be the unhappy cause of it, and I shall find my way in for myself, on the purely Christian errand of reconciling them."

She hesitated at the next sentence, wrote the first few words of it, scratched them out again, and petulantly tore the letter into fragments, and threw the pen to the other end of the room. Turning quickly on her chair, she looked at the seat which Midwinter had occupied; her foot restlessly tapping the floor, and her handkerchief thrust like a gag between her clenched teeth. "Young as you are," she thought, with her mind reviving the image of him in the empty chair-"there has been something out of the common in your life-and I must and will know it!"

The house clock struck the hour and roused her. She sighed, and walking back to the glass, wearily loosened the fastenings of her dress; wearily removed the studs from the chemisette beneath it, and put them on the chimney-piece. She looked indolently at the reflected beauties of her neck and bosom, as she unplaited her hair and threw it back in one great mass over her shoulders. "Fancy," she thought, "if he saw me now!" She turned back to the table, and sighed again as she extinguished one of the candles and took the other in her hand. "Midwinter?" she said, as she passed through the folding-doors of the room to

her bedchamber. "I don't believe in his name, | mobbed if he stops here! I tell you again, he's to begin with!"

The night had advanced by more than an hour before Midwinter was back again at the great house.

Twice, well as the homeward way was known to him, he had strayed out of the right road. The events of the evening-the interview with Miss Gwilt herself, after his fortnight's solitary thinking of her; the extraordinary change that had taken place in her position since he had seen her last; and the startling assertion of Allan's connection with it-had all conspired to throw his mind into a state of ungovernable confusion. The darkness of the cloudy night added to his bewilderment. Even the familiar gates of Thorpe-Ambrose seemed strange to him. When he tried to think of it, it was a mystery to him how he had reached the place.

The front of the house was dark and closed for the night. Midwinter went round to the back. The sound of men's voices, as he advanced, caught his ear. They were soon distinguishable as the voices of the first and second footman, and the subject of conversation between them was their master.

"I'll bet you an even half-crown he's driven out of the neighborhood before another week is over his head," said the first footman.

"Done?" said the second.

easy driven as you think."

not satisfied with the mess he's got into already. I know it for certain he's having the governess watched."

At those words Midwinter mechanically checked himself before he turned the corner of the house. His first doubt of the result of his meditated appeal to Allan ran through him like a sudden chill. The influence exercised by the voice of public scandal is a force which acts in opposition to the ordinary law of mechanics. It is strongest, not by concentration, but by distribution. To the primary sound we may shut our ears; but the reverberation of it in echoes is irresistible. On his way back Midwinter's one desire had been to find Allan up and to speak to him immediately. His one hope now was to gain time to contend with the new doubts and to silence the new misgivings-his one present anxiety was to hear that Allan had gone to bed. He turned the corner of the house and presented himself before the men smoking their pipes in the back garden. As soon as their astonishment allowed them to speak they offered to rouse their master. Allan had given his friend up for that night and had gone to bed about half an hour since.

"It was my master's particular order, Sir," said the head footman, "that he was to be told of it if you came back."

"It is my particular request," returned Mid"He isn't as winter, "that you won't disturb him." The men looked at each other wonderingly,

"Isn't he?" retorted the other. "He'll be as he took his candle and left them.

THE

GOING AND COMING.

pleasant summer months, alas! have fled, And mellow Autumn, with her fruits, is here, Wearing the hectic flush upon her cheeks

Which marks the slow decadence of the year; And through the leaves the sad winds softly moan For the sweet summer which, alas! has flown.

No more I hear the cheery mowers sing

Down in the meadow where the grass grew tall,
No more I hear their scythe-blades blithely ring;
A tender purple mist hangs over all,
Veiling the valley and each wooded steep
Where nods the golden reed as if in sleep.

The restless bluebird through the wood flits by,
She utters scarce a note through all the day;
The blackbird's liquid voice has turned to dry-
Alas! alas! they soon will pass away!

And these bright tints which mark the closing year
Ere many days will wither and grow sere.

Here gazing on them, where I sit apart,

These leaves of gold, these berries of rich red,
I seem to see the ghost of War go by,
Leaving the traces of his bleeding tread
In these lone paths which skirt the solemn wood
Where oft I wander wrapt in silent mood.

And through the shadowy vista of the Past
Vanish his blood-stained robes, and roll away
The echoes of the battle's deafening blast;

And like the coming of the dawn of day,
Walks Peace within her vineyard, smiling Peace,
Parent of plenty and of large increase.

Too well I know these Autumn days must pass,
Like the dead Summer which has gone before;
These painted glories all must fade, alas!

Like hopes which perish and are known no more;
And down these walks the whirling leaf will go
On chilly winds that through December blow.
Already now on yonder mountain height
Sounds Winter's clarion wailing through the trees,
Calling his hosts from out the frozen North,
Where toppling icebergs sail the polar seas;
And streaming far across the lonely night
Shine the Aurora's quivering beams of light.
But though the Winter comes with sleet and snow,
And wailing winds that howl with voices drear,
Upon the hearth the ruddy flames shall glow,

And seated there with friends whom we hold dear,
Unmindful of the bitter, searching blast
We will not mourn the seasons that are past.

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