Peace that dearer is than joy; Out of self to love be led And to heaven acclimated, Until all things sweet and good Seem my natural habitude.
So we read the prayer of him Who, with John of Labadie, Trod, of old, the oozy rim Of the Zuyder Zee.
Thus did Andrew Rykman pray. Are we wiser, better grown, That we may not, in our day, Make his prayer our own?
THE CRY OF A LOST SOUL.74
IN that black forest, where, when day is done,
With a snake's stillness glides the Amazon
Darkly from sunset to the rising sun,
A cry, as of the pained heart of the wood, The long, despairing moan of solitude And darkness and the absence of all good,
Startles the traveller, with a sound so drear,
So full of hopeless agony and fear,
"Father of all!" he urges his strong plea,
"Thou lovest all: thy erring child may Lost to himself, but never lost to Thee! be
"All souls are Thine; the wings of morning bear
None from that Presence which is everywhere,
His heart stands still and listens like Nor hell itself can hide, for Thou art
I dreamed of Freedom slowly gained By martyr meekness, patience, faith, And lo! an athlete grimly stained, With corded muscles battle-strained, Shouting it from the fields of death!
I turn me, awe-struck, from the sight, Among the clamoring thousands mute, I only know that God is right, And that the children of the light
Shall tread the darkness under foot.
I know the pent fire heaves its crust,
That sultry skies the bolt will form To smite them clear; that Nature must The balance of her powers adjust, Though with the earthquake and the
God reigns, and let the earth rejoice!
I bow before His sterner plan. Dumb are the organs of my choice; He speaks in battle's stormy voice, His praise is in the wrath of man!
Yet, surely as He lives, the day
Of peace He promised shall be ours, To fold the flags of war, and lay Its sword and spear to rust away, And sow its ghastly fields with flowers!
No bird-song floated down the hill, The tangled bank below was still;
No rustle from the birchen stem, No ripple from the water's hem.
The dusk of twilight round us grew, We felt the falling of the dew;
For, from us, ere the day was done, The wooded hills shut out the sun.
But on the river's farther side We saw the hill-tops glorified, -
A tender glow, exceeding fair, A dream of day without its glare.
O, THICKER, deeper, darker growing, The solemn vista to the tomb Must know henceforth another shadow, And give another cypress room.
With us the damp, the chill, the gloom : In love surpassing that of brothers, With them the sunset's rosy bloom;
While dark, through willowy vistas seen, The river rolled in shade between.
We walked, O friend, from childhood's
And, looking back o'er fifty summers, Our footprints track a common way.
One in our faith, and one our longing To make the world within our reach Somewhat the better for our living,
And gladder for our human speech.
Thou heard'st with me the far-off voices, The old beguiling song of fame, But life to thee was warm and present, And love was better than a name.
To homely joys and loves and friendships Thy genial nature fondly clung; And so the shadow on the dial
Ran back and left thee always young.
And who could blame the generous weakness
Which, only to thyself unjust, So overprized the worth of others, And dwarfed thy own with self-dis- trust?
All hearts grew warmer in the presence Of one who, seeking not his own, Gave freely for the love of giving, Nor reaped for self the harvest sown.
Thy greeting smile was pledge and prelude
Of generous deeds and kindly words; In thy large heart were fair guest-chambers,
Open to sunrise and the birds!
The task was thine to mould and fashion Life's plastic newness into grace : To make the boyish heart heroic, And light with thought the maiden's face.
O'er all the land, in town and prairie, With bended heads of mourning, stand
The living forms that owe their beauty And fitness to thy shaping hand.
Thy call has come in ripened manhood, The noonday calm of heart and mind, While I, who dreamed of thy remaining To mourn me, linger still behind :
Live on, to own, with self-upbraiding, A debt of love still due from me, The vain remembrance of occasions, Forever lost, of serving thee.
It was not mine among thy kindred To join the silent funeral prayers,
"As the Spirits of Darkness be stronger in the dark, so Good Spirits which be Angels of Light are augmented not only by the Divine light of the Sun, but also by our common VVood Fire: and as the Celestial Fire drives away dark spirits, so also this our Fire of VVood doth the same." -COR. AGRIPPA, Occult Philosophy, Book I. ch. v.
A chill no coat, however stout, Of homespun stuff could quite shut out, A hard, dull bitterness of cold,
That checked, mid-vein, the circling
Of life-blood in the sharpened face, The coming of the snow-storm told. The wind blew east; we heard the roar
"Announced by all the trumpets of the sky, Arrives the snow; and, driving o'er the fields, Seems nowhere to alight; the whited air Hides hills and woods, the river and the heav-Of Ocean on his wintry shore,
And felt the strong pulse throbbing there Beat with low rhythm our inland air.
Meanwhile we did our nightly chores,- Brought in the wood from out of doors, Littered the stalls, and from the mows Raked down the herd's-grass for the
Heard the horse whinnying for his corn; And, sharply clashing horn on horn, Impatient down the stanchion rows The cattle shake their walnut bows; While, peering from his early perch Upon the scaffold's pole of birch, The cock his crested helmet bent And down his querulous challenge sent.
Unwarmed by any sunset light The gray day darkened into night, A night made hoary with the swarm, And whirl-dance of the blinding storm, As zigzag wavering to and fro Crossed and recrossed the wingéd snow: And ere the early bedtime came The white drift piled the window-frame, And through the glass the clothes-line posts
Looked in like tall and sheeted ghosts.
So all night long the storm roared on : The morning broke.without a sun; In tiny spherule traced with lines Of Nature's geometric signs, In starry flake, and pellicle, All day the hoary meteor fell; And, when the second morning shone, We looked upon a world unknown, On nothing we could call our own. Around the glistening wonder bent The blue walls of the firmament, No cloud above, no earth below, A universe of sky and snow! The old familiar sights of ours Took marvellous shapes; strange domes and towers
Rose up where sty or corn-crib stood, Or garden-wall, or belt of wood; A smooth white mound the brush-pile showed,
A fenceless drift what once was road; The bridle-post an old man sat With loose-flung coat and high cocked hat;
The well-curb had a Chinese roof; And even the long sweep, high aloof, In its slant splendor, seemed to tell Of Pisa's leaning miracle.
A prompt, decisive man, no breath Our father wasted: "Boys, a path!" Well pleased, (for when did farmer boy Count such a summons less than joy?) Our buskins on our feet we drew; With mittened hands, and caps drawn
To guard our necks and ears from
We cut the solid whiteness through. And, where the drift was deepest, made A tunnel walled and overlaid With dazzling crystal: we had read Of rare Aladdin's wondrous cave, And to our own his name we gave, With many a wish the luck were ours
To test his lamp's supernal powers. We reached the barn with merry din, And roused the prisoned brutes within. The old horse thrust his long head out, And grave with wonder gazed about; The cock his lusty greeting said, And forth his speckled harem led; The oxen lashed their tails, and hooked, And mild reproach of hunger looked; The hornéd patriarch of the sheep, Like Egypt's Amun roused from sleep, Shook his sage head with gesture mute, And emphasized with stamp of foot. All day the gusty north-wind bore The loosening drift its breath before; Low circling round its southern zone, The sun through dazzling snow-mist shone.
No church-bell lent its Christian tone To the savage air, no social smoke Curled over woods of snow-hung oak. A solitude made more intense By dreary-voicéd elements, The shrieking of the mindless wind, The moaning tree-boughs swaying blind, And on the glass the unmeaning beat Of ghostly finger-tips of sleet. Beyond the circle of our hearth No welcome sound of toil or mirth Unbound the spell, and testified Of human life and thought outside. We minded that the sharpest ear The buried brooklet could not hear, The music of whose liquid lip Had been to us companionship, And, in our lonely life, had grown To have an almost human tone.
As night drew on, and, from the crest Of wooded knolls that ridged the west, The sun, a snow-blown traveller, sank From sight beneath the smothering bank,
We piled, with care, our nightly stack Of wood against the chimney-back, The oaken log, green, huge, and thick, And on its top the stout back-stick; The knotty forestick laid apart, And filled between with curious art The ragged brush; then, hovering near, We watched the first red blaze appear, Heard the sharp crackle, caught the gleam
On whitewashed wall and sagging beam, Until the old, rude-furnished room Burst, flower-like, into rosy bloom;
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