'Tis the shallow stream that babbles-'tis in shallows of the sea All the spoken truth is ripple, surge upon the shore of Death; But be still, and hear the Godhead how His solemn footsteps fall And the mournfulness and scornfulness will haply melt away, They were frost-work on your windows, and they dimm'd the light of day; Only let the Heaven-child, Jesus, lead thee meekly on the path And the world will murmur sweetly many songs into thine ear, Yea, the sickness and the sorrows, and the mourner's bitter grief, And if He give thee waters of sorrow to thy fate, He will give them songs to murmur, though but half articulate, Thus in thoughtful contemplation of the full-orbed life divine, That has linked the highest being with the highest misery. Ye that dwell among your reasons, what is that yé call a God But the lengthening shadow of yourselves that falls upon your road? O your subtle logic-bridges, spanning over the abyss And you send your thoughts on every side in search of Him forsooth! Roll up these grave-clothes, lay them in a corner of the tomb; O not thus the way of Faith, not thus the way of holy Love, Tell me no more of your reasons; do not call me to embark I heed not of your logic; I am well convinced of God: 'Tis the story of the ages, like the witches' midnight revel, And you've not discovered God-and I care not though you did; And my heart was all despairing, and my soul was dark and dreary, And my heart grew more despairing, and my soul more dark and dreary, And I read in His great sorrows the significance of mine,- Then the discords lost their terror, and the harmonies began Snatches of the concord, never fully uttered unto man, Heed not, then, the many reasons-the cross lights and the broken, He will ease thee of thy sorrows, opening blossoms in the rod. All the creeds are but an effort feebly to interpret Him, Like the sunlight-through a prison that breaks into a chamber dim ; ECCE HOMO! all ye nations, tribes, and peoples of the earth; And your path shall be a path of light, your tears a morning shower, ORWELL. CHAPTER XXVI. THE LONG WALK IN CHRISTCHURCH MEADOWS. Do well unto thyself and men will speak good of thee, is a maxim as old as King David's time, and just as true now as it was then. Hardy had found it so since the publication of the class. list. Within a few days of that event, it was known that his was a very good first. His College Tutor had made his own inquiries, and repeated on several occasions in a confidential way the statement that, "with the exception of a "want of polish in his Latin and Greek curriculum provided by St. Ambrose's College for the training of the youth intrusted to her. "He himself, indeed," he would add, "had always taken much "interest in Hardy, and had, perhaps, "done more for him than would be pos"sible in every case, but only with "direct reference to, and in supplement "of the college course." The Principal had taken marked and somewhat pompous notice of him, and had graciously intimated his wish, or, perhaps I should say, his will, (for he would have been much astonished to be told that a wish of his could count for less than a royal mandate to any man who had been one of his servitors,) that Hardy should stand for a fellowship, which had lately fallen vacant. A few weeks before, this excessive affability and condescension of the great man would have wounded Hardy; but, somehow, the sudden rush of sunshine and prosperity, though it had not thrown him off his balance, or changed his estimate of men and things, had pulled a sort of comfortable sheath over his sen sitiveness, and given him a second skin, as it were, from which the Principal's shafts bounded off innocuous, instead of piercing and rankling. At first, the idea of standing for a fellowship at St. Ambrose's was not pleasant to him. He felt inclined to open up entirely new ground for himself, and stand at some other college, where he had neither acquaintance nor association. But on second thoughts, he resolved to stick to his old college, moved thereto partly by the lamentations of Tom, when he heard of his friend's meditated emigration, but chiefly by the unwillingness to quit a hard post for an easier one, which besets natures like his to their own discomfort, but, may one hope, to the signal benefit of the world at large. Such men may see clearly enough all the advantages of a move of this kind-may quite appreciate the ease which it would bring themmay be impatient with themselves for not making it at once-but, when it comes to the actual leaving the old post, even though it may be a march out with all the honours of war, drums beating and colours flying, as it would have been in Hardy's case, somehow or another, nine times out of ten, they throw up the chance at the last moment, if not earlier; pick up their old arms-growling perhaps at the price they are paying to keep their own self-respect and shoulder back into the press to face their old work, muttering, "We are asses; we "don't know what's good for us; but we must see this job through some"how, come what may." So Hardy stayed on at St. Ambrose, waiting for the fellowship examination, and certainly, I am free to confess, not a little enjoying the change in his position and affairs. He had given up his low dark back rooms to the new servitor, his successor, to whom he had presented all the ricketty furniture, except his two Windsor chairs and Oxford reading table. The intrinsic value of the gift was not great certainly, but was of importance to the poor raw boy, who was taking his place; and it was made with the delicacy of one who knew the situation. Hardy's good offices did not stop here. Having tried the bed himself for upwards of three long years, he knew all the hard places, and was resolved while he stayed up that they should never chafe another occupant as they had him. So he set himself to provide stuffing, and took the lad about with him, and cast a skirt of his newly acquired mantle of respectability over him, and put him in the way of making himself as comfortable as circumstances would allow; never disguising from him all the while that the bed was not to be a bed of roses. In which pursuit, though not yet a fellow, perhaps he was qualifying himself better for a a fellowship than he could have done by any amount of cramming for polish in his versification. Not that the electors of St. Ambrose would be likely to hear of or appreciate this kind of training. Polished versification would no doubt have told more in that quarter. But we who are behind the scenes may disagree with them, and hold that he who is thus acting out, and learning to understand the meaning of the word "fellowship," is the man for our votes. So Hardy had left his rooms and gone out of College, into lodgings near at hand. The sword, epaulettes, and picture of his father's old ship-his tutelary divinities, as Tom called themoccupied their accustomed place in his new rooms, except that there was a looking glass over the mantle-piece here, by the side of which the sword hung, instead of in the centre, as it had done while he had no such luxury. His Windsor chairs occupied each side of the pleasant window of his sitting room, and already the taste for luxuries with which he had so often accused himself to Tom began to peep out in the shape of one or two fine engravings. Altogether Fortune was smiling on Hardy, and he was making the most of her, like a wise man, having brought her round by proving that he could get on without her, and was not going out of his way to gain her smiles. Several men came at once, even before he had taken his B.A. degree, to read with him, and others applied to know whether he would take a reading party in the long vacation. In short all things went well with Hardy, and the Oxford world recognized the fact, and tradesmen and college servants became obsequious, and began to bow before him, and recognize him as one of their lords and masters. It was to Hardy's lodgings that Tom repaired straightway, when he left his cousin by blood, and cousin by courtesy, at the end of the last chapter. For, running over in his mind all his acquaintance, he at once fixed upon Hardy as the man to accompany him in escortting the ladies to the Long Walk. Besides being his own most intimate friend, Hardy was the man whom he would prefer to all others to introduce to ladies now. "A month ago it might have been different," Tom thought; "he was such an old guy in his dress. But he has smartened up, and wears as good a coat as I do, and looks well enough for any body, though he never will be much of a dresser. Then he will be in a Bachelor's gown too, which will look respectable." "Here you are; that's all right; I'm so glad you're in," he said as he entered the room. "Now I want you to come to the Long Walk with me to-night." "Very well-will you call for me?" "Yes, and mind you come in your best get-up, old fellow: we shall have two of the prettiest girls who are up, with us." "You won't want me then; they will have plenty of escort." "Not a bit of it. They are deserted by their natural guardian, my old uncle, who has gone out to dinner. Oh, it's all right; they are my cousins, more like sisters, and my uncle knows we are going. In fact it was he who settled that I should take them." "Yes, but you see I don't know them.' "That doesn't matter. I can't take them both myself-I must have somebody with me, and I'm so glad to get the chance of introducing you to some of my people. You'll know them all, I hope, before long.' "Of course I should like it very much, if you are sure it's all right." Tom was as perfectly sure as usual, and so the matter was arranged. Hardy was very much pleased and gratified at this proof of his friend's confidence; and I am not going to say that he did not shave again, and pay most unwonted attention to his toilet before the hour fixed for Tom's return. The fame of Brown's lionesses had spread through St. Ambrose's already, and Hardy had heard of them as well as other men. There was something so unusual to him in being selected on such an occasion, when the smartest men in the college were wishing and plotting for that which came to him unasked, that he may be pardoned for feeling something a little like vanity, while he adjusted the coat which Tom had recently thought of with such complacency, and looked in the glass to see that his gown hung gracefully. The effect on the whole was so good, that Tom was above measure astonished when he came back, and could not help indulging in some gentle chaff as they walked towards the Highstreet arm in arm. The young ladies were quite rested, and sitting dressed and ready for their walk when Tom and Hardy were announced, and entered the room. Miss Winter rose up, surprised and a little embarrassed at the introduction of a total stranger in her father's absence. But she put a good face on the matter, as became a well-bred young woman, though she secretly resolved to lecture Tom in private, as he introduced “My great friend, Mr. Hardy, of our college. My cousins." Mary dropped a pretty little demure courtesy, lifting her eyes for one moment for a glance at Tom, which said as plain as look could speak, "Well, I must say you are making the most of your new-found relationship." He was a little put out for a moment, but then recovered himself, and said apologetically, "Mr. Hardy is a bachelor, KatieI mean a Bachelor of Arts, and he knows all the people by sight up here. We couldn't have gone to the |