I could not bear the joy which gave In vain. I dared not feign a groan ; Between the mists of fear and awe, That my own thought was theirs; and they Will pass in happy work and play, After the funeral all our kin Assembled, and the will was read. My friend, I tell thee, even the dead Have strength, their putrid shrouds within, To blast and torture. Those who live Still fear the living, but a corse Is merciless, and power doth give To such pale tyrants half the spoil Among their crawling worms. Behold, I have no child! my tale grows old And languidly at length recline On the brink of its own grave and mine. Thou knowest what a thing is Poverty And well thou knowest a mother never Could doom her children to this ill, And well he knew the same. The will I sought my children to behold, Or in my birth-place did remain Beyond three days, whose hours were told,, They should inherit nought: and he, Aye watched me, as the will was read, And with close lips and anxious brow Stood canvassing still to and fro The chance of my resolve, and all For in that killing lie 'twas said— She is adulterous, and doth hold In secret that the Christian creed Is false, and therefore is much need And therefore dared to be a liar! In truth, the Indian on the pyre As well might there be false, as I To those abhorred embraces doomed, Far worse than fire's brief agony. Or false, I never questioned it: All present who those crimes did hear, Sate my two younger babes at play, But went with footsteps firm and fast And there, a woman with grey hairs, Who had my mother's servant been, Kneeling, with many tears and prayers, With woe, which never sleeps or slept, (We see it o'er the flood of cloud, Which sunrise from its eastern caves Drives, wrinkling into golden waves, Hung with its precipices proud, From that grey stone where first we met) There, now who knows the dead feel nought? Should be my grave; for he who yet Is my soul's soul, once said: ""Twere sweet 'Mid stars and lightnings to abide, And winds and lulling snows, that beat With their soft flakes the mountain wide, And languid storms their pinions close : |