XXIX 1670 I saw my countenance reflected there;And then my youth fell on me like a wind Descending on still waters-my thin hair Was prematurely gray, my face was lined With channels, such as suffering leaves behind, Not age; my brow was pale, but in my cheek And lips a flush of gnawing fire did find Their food and dwelling; though mine eyes might speak A subtle mind and strong within a frame thus weak. XXX And though their lustre now was spent and faded, 1675 One who, methought, had gone from the world's scene, And left it vacant-'twas her lover's face 1680 It might resemble her-it once had been The mirror of her thoughts, and still the grace Which her mind's shadow cast, left there a lingering trace. XXXI What then was I? She slumbered with the dead. Which steeped its skirts in gold? or, dark and lone, On outspread wings of its own wind upborne Pour rain upon the earth? The stars are shown, When the cold moon sharpens her silver horn Under the sea, and make the wide night not forlorn. XXXII Strengthened in heart, yet sad, that aged man My way. O'er many a mountain-chain which rears 1685 1690 1695 My frame; o'er many a dale and many a moor, The blosmy spring's star-bright investiture, A vision which aught sad from sadness might allure. XXXIII My powers revived within me, and I went As one whom winds waft o'er the bending grass, At night when I reposed, fair dreams did pass 1700 1705 Not like a child of death, among them ever; That gentlest sleep seemed from my life to sever, As if the light of youth were not withdrawn for ever. 1710 XXXIV Aye as I went, that maiden who had reared Haunted my thoughts.-Ah, Hope its sickness feeds Such as self-torturing thought from madness breeds? CANTO V I OVER the utmost hill at length I sped, A snowy steep:-the moon was hanging low 1715 1720 1725 And fires blazed far amid the scattered camps, Like springs of flame, which burst where'er swift Earthquake stamps. II All slept but those in watchful arms who stood, 1730 How many hearts impenetrably veiled Beat underneath its shade, what secret fight Evil and good, in woven passions mailed, 1735 Waged through that silent throng; a war that never failed! III And now the Power of Good held victory, So, through the labyrinth of many a tent, Among the silent millions who did lie 1740 The moon had left Heaven desert now, but lent 1745 IV I sate beside him while the morning beam Which led us forth, until the stars grew dim: As if it drowned in remembrance were Of thoughts which make the moist eyes overbrim: At last, when daylight 'gan to fill the air, 1750 He looked on me, and cried in wonder-"Thou art here!' 1755 Then, suddenly, I knew it was the youth In whom its earliest hopes my spirit found; But envious tongues had stained his spotless truth, The truth now came upon me, on the ground Fell fast, and o'er its peace our mingling spirits brooded. VI Thus, while with rapid lips and earnest eyes We talked, a sound of sweeping conflict spread As from the earth did suddenly arise; From every tent roused by that clamour dread, Our bands outsprung and seized their arms-we sped Towards the sound: our tribes were gathering far. 1760 1765 1770 Those sanguine slaves amid ten thousand dead Stabbed in their sleep, trampled in treacherous war The gentle hearts whose power their lives had sought to spare. VII Like rabid snakes, that sting some gentle child Who brings them food, when winter false and fair 1775 Allures them forth with its cold smiles, so wild They rage among the camp;-they overbear The patriot hosts-confusion, then despair Descends like night-when 'Laon!' one did cry: 1781 Like a bright ghost from Heaven that shout did scare The slaves, and widening through the vaulted sky, Seemed sent from Earth to Heaven in sign of victory. VIII In sudden panic those false murderers fled, But swifter still, our hosts encompassèd 1785 Where even their fierce despair might nought avail, Hemmed them around!-and then revenge and fear One pointed on his foe the mortal spear I rushed before its point, and cried, 'Forbear, forbear!' IX The spear transfixed my arm that was uplifted 1790 Gushed round its point: I smiled, and-Oh! thou gifted With eloquence which shall not be withstood, Until my heart be dry, ere thus the cause For which thou wert aught worthy be subduedAh, ye are pale,-ye weep, your passions pause,"Tis well! ye feel the truth of love's benignant laws. X 1795 1800 'Soldiers, our brethren and our friends are slain. Ye murdered them, I think, as they did sleep! Alas, what have ye done? the slightest pain Which ye might suffer, there were eyes to weep, But ye have quenched them-there were smiles to steep Your hearts in balm, but they are lost in woe; And those whom love did set his watch to keep Around your tents, truth's freedom to bestow, Ye stabbed as they did sleep-but they forgive ye now. ΧΙ 1806 'Oh wherefore should ill ever flow from ill, 1810 With her own broken heart! O Earth, O Heaven! 1815 Even as to thee have these done ill, and are forgiven! XII 'Join then your hands and hearts, and let the past Be as a grave which gives not up its dead To evil thoughts.'-A film then overcast My sense with dimness, for the wound, which bled When I awoke, I lay mid friends and foes, And earnest countenances on me shed 1820 1825 The light of questioning looks, whilst one did close My wound with balmiest herbs, and soothed me to repose; XIII And one whose spear had pierced me, leaned beside, Seemed like some brothers on a journey wide 1830 Gone forth, whom now strange meeting did befall Of peril, which had saved them from the thrall XIV Lifting the thunder of their acclamation, 1835 1840 A glorious pageant, more magnificent Than kingly slaves arrayed in gold and blood, When they return from carnage, and are sent In triumph bright beneath the populous battlement. 1845 XV Afar, the city-walls were thronged on high, Bright pennons on the idle winds were hung; As we approached, a shout of joyance sprung 1850 At once from all the crowd, as if the vast And peopled Earth its boundless skies among The sudden clamour of delight had cast, When from before its face some general wreck had passed. XVI Our armies through the City's hundred gates 1855 Of some deep lake, whose silence them awaits, A thousand flower-inwoven crowns were shed, XVII I trod as one tranced in some rapturous vision: 1860 1865 Of such mild looks made their own hearts grow mild, And did with soft attraction ever draw Their spirits to the love of freedom's equal law. 1871 |