To sit upon that antique seat, Following. He was a gentle boy 180 190 The like sweet fancies had pursued; And that a mother, lost like her, Had mournfully sate watching him. Then all the scene was wont to swim Through the mist of a burning tear. 195 For many months had Helen known This scene; and now she thither turned Her footsteps, not alone. Sate with her on that seat of stone. 200 Like the autumn wind, when it unbinds The tangled locks of the nightshade's hair, Which is twined in the sultry summer air Round the walls of an outworn sepulchre, Sate with a hard and tearless eye, name; Did the voice of Helen, sad and sweet, And the sound of her heart that ever beat, I'll tell thee truth. He was a man And oft his smooth and bridled tongue For scorn, whose arrows search the heart, From many a stranger's eye would dart, And on his memory cling, and follow His soul to its home so cold and hollow. 260 He was a tyrant to the weak, Flashed on their faces,-if they heard If it thought it heard its father near; And my two wild boys would near my knee Cling, cowed and cowering fearfully. 275 I'll tell thee truth: I loved another. His name in my ear was ever ringing, His form to my brain was ever clinging: Yet if some stranger breathed that This heart is stone: it did not break. Among the worms, we grew quite Faint words of cheer, which only Under my bosom and in my brain, And crept with the blood through every vein; 355 And hour by hour, day after day, The wonder could not charm away, But laid in sleep, my wakeful pain, Until I knew it was a child, And then I wept. For long, long years 360 These frozen eyes had shed no tears: But now 'twas the season fair and mild When April has wept itself to May: I sate through the sweet sunny day By my window bowered round with leaves, 365 And down my cheeks the quick tears fell Like twinkling rain-drops from the 366 fell] ran ed. 1819. Glimmered among the moonlight dew: Her deep hard sobs and heavy sighs Their echoes in the darkness threw. When she grew calm, she thus did keep The tenor of her tale: He died: 420 I know not how: he was not old, If age be numbered by its years: But he was bowed and bent with fears, grave; 445 From me remorse then wrung that truth. I could not bear the joy which gave Expressed it not in words, but said, After the funeral all our kin Assembled, and the will was read. My friend, I tell thee, even the dead Have strength, their putrid shrouds within, 460 To blast and torture. Those who live Pale with the quenchless thirst of Still fear the living, but a corse gold, Is merciless, and power doth give 405-408 See Editor's Note on this passage. To such pale tyrants half the spoil I have no child! my tale grows old 'She is adulterous, and doth hold 500 505 And therefore dared to be a liar! Thou knowest what a thing is As to the Christian creed, if true Poverty Among the fallen on evil days: stain Foul Self-contempt, which drowns in sneers Youth's starlight smile, and makes its tears 480 Or false, I never questioned it: hear, In feigned or actual scorn and fear, |